PLS READ SHUMING"S blog b4 reading this entry.
hey shuming... duun get too upset over that post... its jus a thought of mine. but tell me... yesterday when we were having the meeting.. wat were u and xuan yu doing when we were in serious discussion? telling yvonne, dorothy and gen that they were fat? and waiting for them to come near u all so u all could comment on them? u noe it for urself ya...
anyway... dun worry abt me being too serious in exco meetings lar... i think its jus my face... mayb bcos i'm putting a smile all the time.. then this time no smile.. u all think i'm serious... but i think zheng yang and i are under a lot of stress... hmm... u will understand when u come to be an Activity Officer. the planning we have to do is just humongous...the thought of it justs put us off. but we are doing it for u guys? so.. i'm sorry if i told u all off in anyway yesterday.. especially xuan yu... think i shouted at him yesterday to keep his trap shut... sorry xuan yu.. but we were really trying to hear what lay ee was trying to tell us abt the minutes of the meeting... so... yup. i'm really sorry. shuming... i'm sorry.. think i asked u to shut up too... sorry~~!
important. i dun doubt my president. he's been in the same class as me for 3 years.. since sec 2... and i know him inside out. he needs a little push, very mouldable leader too... its not tt i doubt him.. jus that i wan him to be sure of himself of wat he is toking... he doesn't convey things across very well and therefore alot of times i get quite pushy and wants him to make his point short and sweet. to the point. its not so bad after all.. he's getting better at it nowadays.. though he can still improve. he's a better leader in me in some ways.. he's very calm when situations arises... i curse and burst.. but he sits down and thinks abt it... get it? i jump off the trigger most of the time and his leadership abilities are of no question. i respect him as a friend and as a leader.
i'm sorry if i give the impression that i doubt people. because they say vague stuff.. that's why i have to make sure i know what they are really trying to say.. i dun like to assume... but u noe my way of talking... its straight and direct to the point. so. i'm not very tact. its my style of working. u do things wrong, i will tell u straight in the face its wrong. de wei can go round the bush and say things in a nicer way.. maybe i need to go for a course in teaching me how to be more tactful.
hmm.. disciplinarian? think so... really... cos of maybe the cca i came from... ncc teaches discipline in everything u do and drills need exceptional discipline. and i'm a Unit Drill Instructor... so... maybe that's why... i know sometimes i push u all a little too hard... but u haven seen worse... PT haven't started andthe AOs are most likely to take PT... i'm not convinced why physical fitness is not important in ODAC... the pres and vice pres and all 3 AOs all think physical fitness is important. hmm... i believe if u wan to do smth.. do it 200%... push to the limit. except for schwork lar.. hehe... and tt 'model-odacian'? i've learnt an important life lesson from him.. muz get to know a person well b4 u judge him.. he's a really nice person shu... really! i know u tend to go out of focus very easily... and with xuan yu ard.. its gonna be worse.. so.. u have to excercise self discipline...
i know i'm very different when i'm in class or when going thru activites.. i knowi'm different when i'm doin the planning... i know.. but tt's wat i am... and dun bring "her" into the picture unneccsarily! haha
wat u said? i quote u... "odac is not all bout activities k!" tell me.. what's the long form of ODAC? Outdoor ACTIVITES club.. haha... u get it? sometimes... the analogy of the table is not good... we have more than 4 sub com... hmm.. but.. dun worry.. never underestimated ur importance... yup. jus feel.. both of ya needs to be more focused. just that.
posted by gary @ 7:53 PM
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