Saturday, August 30, 2003

think i'm falling sick... got flu and fever and stuff.... slept at 12 plus yesterday.. but woke up at nine plus today.. then 1 sleep till 4.... and now still sleepy... my forehead is feeling warm and i'm using lotsa tissue paper... *sniffles* haiz.. dunno wat i did... y sick.. muz be because i din drink enuf water...

had a dream jus now... dreamt of myself dying... i also dream of dying... so its nth new to me....

well... happy bday to yan sze mum.... enjoy yourself @ town today ya... hmm...

my life's in a mess... yes it is... going to promos soon and my studies are like not even halfway done.. i'm so bloody dead. i dunno wat is going on.... i look as if i know.. but i dun.... really? yes... really... think i have a split personality problem too... but i dunno where is my other personality...

Last night I prayed to God
to please send me my true love
Open up the gates of heaven
and send me my angel from up above

God then told me that I'm waiting
and I'm not ready for it yet
He said she is definately out there
but we have never even met

How am I supposed to find my love
If I don't know where to start
God then replied to me
and told me to just follow my heart

I know that she is out there
just waiting for love to find her as well
I look forward to the day we meet
but how will I be able to tell

You will know her when you see her
and fall in love just instantly
So just be patient my son
all you have to do is believe

I believe in love so bad
that I crave it almost everyday
I can't wait till I find my true love
I just don't know what to say

so true isn't it? always waiting for him/her to appear... anyway... turn left turn right coming out on sept 11... who wants to go watch? leave a msg on the dekap board... ruiyi and yan sze... u all are cordially invited too... ena and li yen too.. lisany too!

maybe i do love you
am i jus bluffing myself
by saying i dun
i dunno.