Tuesday, September 09, 2003

life. People live to die, people die to live. Life in itself is a journey, its a process. but one can never say he's lived his life till he dies.

In life, the first thing we learn is to cry. Cry when we are hungry, cry when we are uncomfortable, cry when in need of sleep. As we grow older, we learn to walk and talk. we learned how to convey ourselves thru words and we realised that our legs are our best friends in that they bring us to our destination. Then... we learn maths, science, physics, biology, chemistry. Along the way, we learnt how to deal with people, and understanding ourselves.

As we age, we perceive that we are learning new things. However, we aren't. it's only our perception of things changes. Wat can be learnt is limited. ITs only how u see it. therefore, we perceive ourselves to be learning. As of such, we must have learnt about the miseries of love and hate.

Then, we die. Till then, its only when someone can say that he has lived life. only then can he say he understood wat life is all abt. Life is living it.

Love. Does it end after u've let go? does that feeling go away? what exactly is love? i've asked myself this qn many times... qns pop up all the time... is missing someone called love? some people once told me that tt person u love makes u laugh, is ur pillar of strength n support, brings u light n times of darkness, brings hope when one is in the darkest and deepest abyss. when i ask wat they fell in love with, some said that she fell in love with the way he kicks the ball, some admire him for the way he accepts defeat, some just love the guy speaks, some with the humourosity, some with the ever radiant smile. Some jus fall in love. no reason. some regret for not telling one's feelings earlier, some dun. some live to regret, but, is it too late? Some eventually break up, and when i tell them this, they jsu nod their heads in agreement. " In every crush / relationship, i left behind something of me with her." and i've learnt a lesson. "if you can't learn to let go, then dun pick it up."

* all entries are written by me. All were made up. NO interviewees were involved. *
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