Friday, October 03, 2003

really. for the past 2 days, i've been going thru a lot with her... yesterday was the first time we had a tiff... date: Oct 2 Time :1530. well... was really sad yesterday... shocking revelation from her.. hmm.. but thot everything settled le... but guess wat... today morning ok one.. till break... i gave her a letter and she gave me one. too.. i read her letter b4 she wanted it back. think she muz have been affected by the contents of the letter. ya.... but... u told me to tell u evrything... told u le.. but when i tell u.... via letter... u angry le... tell me how lar.... haiz....

well... as i am blogging here... she's inside LT1 having lessons... i have 3 free periods now... sianzz... well... promos coming.. muz settle this fast fast.. cannot drag le...

sometimes when i reflect... is it me who jus think too much? or is her behaviour unacceptable? i'm unsure. Sometimes i get really pissed off cos i feel sometimes its not right.. but on the other hand.. tt' s jus the way she is... wat can i do? i mean... even if we get together... then as shu said... will i be doubting her everything other moment... sometimes.. i think it can jus be so true.. but i have to accept her the way it is... and i am really accpeting her le... trust that she is the faithful type though she can be flirty. i dun mind. hope u will read this. u r really pissed now...