Saturday, October 18, 2003

suddenly... the image of death. the thought of it. It smells so real now. I dunno why. But death, seems to be breathing onto my face. think i need a psychologist. HELP!!!!!!

IF i do die.. i won't regret much cos i have made alot of frens. Lotsa them. From pai kias to nerds... all are my frens... come to think of it... my funeral will be quite happening hor...

i have lived through my dreams. i have already done so. I dreamt of finding someone i really love... i found her.. but what comes after that isn't important. finding her was important. at least now i know what it feels like to really love someone.

I dreamed of having u people reading this. yeap. thanks peepz!

but on a lighter note.. i wun die so early i think.. its only a if..