Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Shall attempt to write something that has been bugging my mind.


All things will come to light one day. And therefore i admit.


But first, we need to know the story............


THere was this girl that my first 3mths classmate supposedly likes(he liked a lot of girls), i didn't know her name, i only knew she wasn't from singapore. and her uniform is strange. i knew how she looked like and well, she looked fine. not lovely, not pretty, just fine.


So, time moved on and i forgot about her. Then came the PE rep course, i got to know her this time and i dunno when we became close and whatever, but i thought i liked her. i thought i did. and i did. but soon after the course was over, we wasn't so close as before, but we were close friends. we were. We wrote each other letters and stuff, i denied liking her. i mean, i did. but it was over. so i denied. no one knew about it. and most importantly, she was attached.


I cannot describe why i liked her. Her mood swings and all. We drifted apart eventually and zero contact nowadays. but what hurt me the most was what happened these few days.


How would it feel if your once close friend didn't even bother to smile at you when you smile at her? It feels as if i don't know her at all.


And her name, i forgot.