sweet misery

pick up yourself from the pieces of your shattered self.










because you have to piece up what remains.

posted by gary @ 5:54 PM

looking forward is tough








but the past ain't so good too.

posted by gary @ 3:08 PM

i took a step back and looked.




it still looked the same.

posted by gary @ 5:51 PM

i find this quote extremely apt for this entry.

" Don't be too happy if you see light at the end of the tunnel, it might be the headlights of the oncoming train" - amos.

and i thought the end of the prelims was it.









until i saw my entry proof.

posted by gary @ 5:58 PM

every morning when i wake up,
i see myself in the mirror.
i style my hair,
always trying to be somebody else.

i look again at the mirror,
wanting to be thin.
i look,
but all i see,
is me,
just me.


and i love me.

posted by gary @ 1:03 PM

And tomorrow, we shall all awake to the calling of the monsters, the calling of our doom.


that's tommorow to me.

posted by gary @ 4:27 PM

The break of tomorrow's dawn awaits me,
the calamaties awaits to befall on me,
the befall after the tragic rise,
the calm, after all the lies.

The blood spurting not in the stream,
The eyes looking, just like a beam,
The dawn still awaits, waiting for me,
I hear it, calling for me.

I hear it, calling for me.

posted by gary @ 11:34 AM

i can't stand those paparazzis.
they just want me on tv.
Even me going for the NYAA award ceremony they tried to capture me and angeline as the "golden couple".. haha...

and yes, i was on tv.

posted by gary @ 9:25 PM