sweet misery: 05/01/2003

Saturday, May 31, 2003

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time to update the blog... has been such a long time.. 2 days? or 1? dunno.. but its has seem as a long time..

my prob of the heart has been solved ler... i am so happy now... this is the way how a relationship should function.. bring happiness and fun to the couple... quite happy.. andrew was quite pissed yesterday.. cos everytime he saw angela.. she was with me.. his face from one of smiling became black when he saw me.. haha.. how gratifying.. cool... i'm starting to sound like a sadist..

yesterday went out for dinner with angela.. at heartlnad mall BK.. saw alot of ppl!! haha.. saw xuan yu, marcus, candy and co. saw lisany and co. with alfred they all.. sia lar.. looks like a lot of people are goin to noe abt this liao.. she eats quite slowly.. that's wat i found out... anyway.. i shud stop tokin abt her.. hehe... SCANDALS TIME!!

WEll... doranne likes luke.. that;s nothing new.. but.. joel likes doranne? omg!! that's scandalous!! haha.. dorann3.. i'm not bullying u ah... but its the truth k.. haha... cool..

second scandal.. chris likes amy!! chris kissed amy on the hand during chi lesson yest!! how scandalous is that? haha... ok.. got to go.. buaiz...

Thursday, May 29, 2003

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well.. i jus realised my days always start with me being happy.. by break time.. sad.. by nite.. extremely happy..
actually... i'm under alot of stress after being attached... guess i might just break down one day and cry my heart out..

i shall tell you why. but first, u muz understand the story. Around one month back.. i told angela i liked her... one month later.. got attached to her.. after the matrix and a 2 days or so.. well.. andrew then was my fren.. quite a good one.. always thought that he was a gentleman and stuff like that.. seemed very nice... but hell.. i was going to be proved WRONG!

Actually i din noe he liked angela.. until one time angela and i went out for dinner.. then we saw him.. then angela told me that she liked him during the first three months and he liked her too.. but she din wan a bf.. so they din get together.. ok.. then i got attached to her.. happy.. but short-lived... its gonna be a roller coaster ride soon.. i jus bought the ticket to the ride unknowingly...

then he starts his plan to want her by his side... sends her msgs.. writes her a letter.. and gave her a jigsaw puzzle today.. so fuck lor... the letter infuriated me... the contents of the letter went smth abt he will be with her one day and he still likes her... and that everything is a dream.. omg lor.. he can go fuck himself and die lor... wat a dickhead he is... and i caught wind of the situation from angela that b4 she got attached to me.. he wasn;t like that.. is he a bad loser or wat? his msgs weren;t deleted from angela's phone.. she kept those.. and it kinda disappointed me lor.. but she assured me it was ok..

then the bomb dropped.. she drew my name on the cover page of her foolscap pad.. and yest nite b4 i went home.. it was my name beautifully decorated.. but todae morning... when i saw.. his name was there... exactly the same pattern... haiz... i was depressed.. i was trying not to think too much.. she always said that when she missed me.. she would write my name.. but yest.. she wrote his name.. was she thinking of him? actually i dun blame her..s he liked him b4.. and he was waiting for her.. playing a passive role.. piece of shit.. anyway.. then i was depressed thoroughout the day... so i sent her msgs after school.. ard 6..

she jus called and consoled me and assured me nth was wrong.. nth was going on bet her and andrew.. i trust her.. i have to... andrew even asked her out on sat?! but she turned down the thingy... u noe wat's the worst thing? andrew noes she attached.. wat a loser he is lor.. i shud stop cursing...

Why when i thot this was the one... then ppl come kachiow? WHY? guess i'm jus plain jealous... haiz.. nvm... i will try not to be... andrew.. u shud pls gimme some respect.. if u cont to drive me up that wall... my fist would do the talking tt very day i hit the wall u pushed me against.. dun push too far... u wudn;t wan to see me real angry and revert to the old gary...

she jus called as mentioned above? her frens toked to me too.. told me how sad she was bcos i was sad? she was so sweet.. hehe... and her frens all some sort of told me off for having so low self confidence and stuff like tt.. thanks ppl.. u woke me up..
to my classmates: restrain me if u see me approaching andrew one day wif my fists drawn..
: i noe i have been very easily irritable today and may haved raised my voice at you.. i'm sorry
: i'm so happy to have u guys by my side when i need u guys.. esp chris and shu.. thanks!

ok.. gtg already..

Monday, May 26, 2003

well.. my ex jus called.. she wanted me to pon sch tomolo to kip her company.. looks like i told her the inevitable.. i told her i was attached.. she got a shock.. oh well.. nvm abt her... her name is gui xian by the way..

jus finished pe lecture a while ago.. to my left was lisany, right was gwen.. the left gal a lil stressful to sit beside.. she blows hot and cold at the same time.. phwoar.. nearly died there.. haha.. she made a joke though.. i exclaimed tt i left my pencil box in my locker and the next thing i knew was a pencil the size of mine came flying towards me.. from who? lisany.. siao sia.. but she's kinda nice ot tok to lar.. a lil crazy.. but quite friendly.. hmm...

angela.. haiz.. so much abt her.. quite stressed now bcos of her.. and her problems.. cos her problems affect me.. bloody hell lar.. y got tt guy.. haiz.. dunno so much now.. feel so bad.. the reason for those 2 poems.. sad man.. tt's y i quite easily iritable these days.. sorry guys and gals. dun mean anything.. sorry ranne too.. i was jokin onli.. dun angry k? hehe.. good gal lar hor..

k.. nth to blog ler... gtg.. buai

Sunday, May 25, 2003

its indeed sweet misery
when i live in sweetness
yet bask in misery
its just you

u made me happy
now u made me sad
the power u possess
to make how i feel

unsure
undone
uncertain
undecided

every breath takes me one closer to my last
i dunno when will tt be
but i noe its somewhere round the bend
u're jus a godsend

mayb its retribution
mayb its not
mayb its my fault
mayb it not

u said u need a nite
i'm giving u one
i noe u wun get over it
even if it means months

shud i let u go
shud i make u stay
shud i give in to u
like i always do

cracks have shown
jealousy has surfaced
uncertainty it seems
unknownly it is

whatever the ending is
whenever that is
why did it happen
i guess this time it wasn't me

i din noe anything abt it
u din say it at all
i din bother to ask
now it all boils down to the core

it seems that it was me
it seems that it was you
but i dun think it was any
its jus like arabella and sue

i noe this time it wasn;t me
maybe its jus you
for it was you who knew HIM
the him is jus a sin.

yupp... watsup guys... din blog yesterday... went out wif my pae 1a1 classmates.. the distance hasn't grown yet it seems.. quite enjoyed ourselves.. even the high priest went too!! ain't tt cool? haha... angela was stunning yest.. she wore a black dress.. and put on light make-up.. she was absolutely fantastic.. haha.. think i have to train harder so i can look good beside her? haha.. ok.. nvm.. lets tok abt yest...

went to marina bay for the wat's tt.. ah.. steamboat.. yesh. the chong pang seafood thingy... 10 bucks per pax.. din eat much there.. chris brought along the small bottle of xo imperial.. wif two drunkies daryl and i.. finished 3 quarts of it in a jiffy... but i drank it diluted.. angela will be angry if drank it undiluted.. daryl was a danger to public peace yest. champagne and xo.. deadly combi.. but kinda enjoyed it.. luke took a sip too..

the whole thing.. angela was cooking for the 4 guys to eat.. me, chris, luke and teck ming.. shes so nice.. glad tt i din choose the wrong person... haha

anyway.. gwen and i has resolved our differences.. guess that its my fault... hmm... sorry GweNNy.. hee...

OH!!! one more thing!! i lost some of my notes!? din noe y i lost stuff on fri things.. things tt i did on fri.. only on tt day.. din noe where they went.a nyone saw anyhting? hmm.. funny sia... die lor.. my lit notes on tt day and geog lect 7.. lost... die.. haiz.. have to go find.... mayb its somewhere in school...

Thursday, May 22, 2003

ok... nth to blog todae? except tt i failed my napfa? cos of my pull-ups.. knn... nvm... haiz.. tired... jus tired....

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

hmm... not a bad day today.. scandals and more SCANDALS!! haha...
Scandal 1: Chris and Lisany (what's new?)
DETAILS: Time: 0845 - 0945(one whole hour? omg! reference to othello... one hour? haha..)
Location: LT4
Chris and lisany were having econs lecture like all of us here... well almost all... so mr chris said tt he was having a headache? so he fell asleep.. ok.. nvm.. so the lessons continued without him.. so as i was looking around for lisany to see if she was looking over.. i saw her... i was appalled at what i saw.. she was sleeping too.. hmm.. get the relevance? both sitting at different ends of the lecture hall.. but both doing the same activity... muz be last nite tok too much together on e fone.. then both tired... so bloody scandalous wor... haha

SCANDAL 2: Gwen and Karsten
Details: Time: ALL THE TIME!! (now.. that's scandalous!!)
Location: EVERYWHERE!!! (sO vEry Scandalous!!!)
Gwen... don;t bother to explain or say that what i am saying now is crap.. its evident lor.. at my house, during lessons, lectures... whatever lar... its everywhere... haha...

back to business.. today i did geography presentation on something foreign? i was just reading off the screen.. and as i read.. i cudn;t pronounce some words.. so i tried.. but turned out to be a joke.. haha..ok.. what happened after that..i dun wish to say...
anyway.. wanna ask u guys smth.. do u ppl now the title of e song that goes like this?
*what the world needs now.. is love sweet love..*
put the title on the tag board hor.. thanks.. haha.. eh shu... when u online and i'm online too.. send me tt funny song.. thanks...

k... tt stupid lisany haven told me her blog add or webby add yet.. hmm.. can't wait for the 5 stations tomolo... woohoo..

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

well.. me and angela are officially together already? haven updated u all pple.. sorry for e late update.. haha... i'm attached.. haha... find that i keep disturbing pple evryday... yesterday was rachael.. todae is wan ling and grace.. dunno y.. like some disease.. haha...
Todae was so boring during pe? we ran 2.4km.. clocked 12:46... one min slower than last yr... sian... deprove so much.. muz go train ler... so bad... so bloody stressful running.. so many ppl looking.. and gals somemore.. then the stupid lisany... i run 2nd or 3rd round onli she call me fall down.. idiot.. but shes kinda nice lar.. still ask me nicely for my timing while queing up for drinks.. still got her crazy smile included.. haha...cannot tok so much abt her.. wait u all think i scandalous.. haha...

A lot of casualties todae after 2.4km.. took a shower after the pe session.. smelt like watermelons.. woohoo.. i love watermelons... haha.. its so nice to smell nice and feel clean ya noe.. haha.. feels so good...haha.. then went slacking for econs... **** was like so stupid? cannot even ans a simple qn? i dun mean to insult him.. but... its a kinda simple qn? haha...

well.. dunno y.. but i feel that my relationship this time wif angela will last? its a feeling.. i hope we last... well.. nth much.. tata..

Monday, May 19, 2003

Another time,
another place,
maybe I will
feel your embrace.
Another life,
some other time,
maybe it won't
be a crime.
See me crying,
see it rain,
my heart dying
from the pain.
It's been so long,
an eternity,
but I can't accept
that our love won't be.
Can you feel it,
Feel my pain?
All I do
will be in vain.
I keep hoping
that you will see;
I keep knowing
It will never be.

Together we've been through everything,
Some good times and some bad.
Some things have made us happy,
Others made us sad.
But no matter what has happened,
Through our tears and our mistakes,
You've always been here for me
To fix my heart before it breaks.

We've gone from heartaches to headaches,
Gone from fights to fears.
But I've always seen you by my side,
To pick me up and dry my tears.
Through rain or sunshine,
Whether it may be wind or snow,
I can always count on you to be there
Wherever we may go.

Even through our different troubles,
The won'ts the can'ts the will's,
You'd travel any distance,
Mountains, roads or hills.
Announcements or secrets,
Whatever they may be,
I'll always be here to lend an ear,
You can always count on me.

We've shared our secrets with each other,
And it continues going strong.
We've stayed best friends through decisions made,
Whether they be right or wrong.
As our lives change back and forth,
From one thing to another,
We will always stay in contact,
Best friends forever.

Through the years we've grown so close,
And I wish for hundreds more.
But if you need help then I'll be here...
Because that's what friends are for.

ok... lets see... todae... boring and fun.. how ironic... lets start off e day from e morn...
came to sch.. tok cock wif ppl.. went to assembly.. well... u noe? our dearest principal is like so luo suo? she cud have won the story telling competition if there was ever one? as wat luke said... omg...she so farking boring.. jus a simple god-damned temperature taking man... wat's there to say abt it man... tok so much.. like there is so much in there tt we acn't comprehand? take the damned thermometer, put in under ur tongue.. muz on it first though.. and wait for e beep? shit u man... mayb u shud stop toking so much my dearest p....

then went for recess... din see angela for recess todae? she had 1st period pe..running 2.4km.. dunno how she did...but hoped she did well? so she had early break... she wanted to talk last nite... but i slept early? i was really tired.. sorry.. i din mean it... k.. now back to e recess.. well.. as usual.. cherie was wif us? and we met ah lian a.k.a pei ling.. she kips smacking my ass.. shit lar her... but anyway.. she really looked like a lobster todae... she was really red.. she went suntanning? and she wanted to show us the tan on her shoulders and she began fiddling wif her shirt... i told herto stop it as 3 guys were ard her and she was like trying to expose herself to us? haha.. made a joke out of nothing.. i think i'm getting good at that? haha... then we went for lessons... lalala...

lunch was fun... i got to see her finally? but din speak to her... onli told her to sit properly... karsten was telling me the way she was sitting was quite unfeminine? wif legs wide open? so i told her to sit properly? hoes she wore shorts inside.. starting to get really worried... cos i asked doranne and rachael whether they wore shorts inside and they din? omg... hoped she did.. anyway... cherie was once wif us.. wif tifa.. and pei ling too.. tink after the cheerleading.. made really some good frens? haha.. like them? and nigel and jared? but jared i knew him since sec sch? sec 2 i tink... vs still rox man... if i cud get a chance to sing the vs anthem.. i wud sing it wif pride... haiz...

during gp... was having fun disturbing rachael... started colouring her history book? haha.. well.. nothing to do.. and a word for doranne? i dun have anything against u? if u feel i have? i' sorry.. i dun disturb u liao k? haha...
then finish lesson.. so went wif chris to study area? waited for him for his pw meeting to end.. sitting 2 tables away was lisany... she's lik always smiling.. crazy gal...

back to serous stuff... well.. during lunch i saw sze jia and ivan wif outside the canteen arguing over smth? i knew something cropped up there... but decided to ask her only when i was at the study area waiting for chris... she's hitting a rough patch wif ivan.. poor thing... warned her abt this.. but... haiz... now... sad case for her.. but i'm always there to provide a listening ear for my frens? she needs a ear.. so i decided to let her talk? then lisany say scandalous.. but she din understand anything? sze jia so down liao.. not in e mood for jokes... but got scandals on LISANY!! she got.. lemme see... nigel... perry.. and some other names.. but according to sze jia.. she likes a GUY!! dunno who... but hopes she gets him... and one more thing.. LISaNY!! wats ur blog add? tell me leh.. haha...

went to heartland wif shuming and chris and we bought johnsons and johnsons top to toe wash.. watermelon smell.. we were like lil kids down the aisle smelling the smell and reeling in them? haha.. u shud have seen us.. damn funny.. we also bought face wash.. we are very vain.. haha.. well.. haha.. nth to say also.. ok...

last msg to everyone... lisany and chris are not true? and sze jia is really sad? and lisany is a crazy gal? i tink i gonne get whacked soon...haha...

Sunday, May 18, 2003

one more thing... angela and i r not official yet.. still unofficial ah... so.. dun anyhow... this is the latest update...

ok... abt yest.... i'm like so happy? haha... omg... i'm so HAPPY?? haha... u ppl shud noe y... cos angela is my wifey!! she told me abt IT!!! IT!!! can u believe it? THIS IS IT!!! haha... ok.. now abt karsten!! haven heard any scandals abt him yet rite? now.......... here it is. GWEN LIKES HIM!!!! OMG!!!! haha.. u ppl tink gwen dun lik guys rite... welllllllllll.... wat abt karsten now? he's in the picture? haha.... now abt cat.. she tinks tt LUKE is CUTE!!! OMG!!! she was like ogling over him? omg... DORANNE IS sooooo jealous... haha...she was jumping up and down when she heard about this.. haha.. scandalous...

everyone is at my hse now? my pw ppl? stupid doranne... haha... ok.. shes like beside me when i am typing this... so.. kinda pressuring....she's jus like hahaha... omg... hahaha.. ok abt her.. she's late again todae? for 34 mins.... cat is stoning on a bed... omg.. wat thoughts come to ur mind now? a cat on a bed? hmm.... horns ar growing her head? whose head u might ask? of cos its GWENNNNNNNNNYYYYYYYY. shes playing BALL wif karsten... not SCANDALOUS lar hor... seriously not scandalous... hehe... gwen is like so into her game wif karsten? tinks she likes him... shh... dun tell anyone k? its sppsed to be a secret... hehe... shh....

Friday, May 16, 2003

i muz update you people on chris's scandal.. i think we should put a stop to it... lisany doesn;t like chris... lets not tok abt it... shes kinda angry... sorry to all involved...

hmm... latest update during gp lesson... haha... ITS ON DORANNE!!!!!
doranne semms to have an affinity wif chris... she was like... "omg.. u mean u lost ur collar badge too? i lost mine too!! omg!!!" haha... when i told her whether she was hinting whether she means she wants to have an affinity wif chris.. she jus said.. "why? jealous ah?"

wait.. tt's not all... she wanted me to link her to iskandar and luke.... she wanteds me to scandalise her and luke really BADLY???? she said she and luke are really close? and love each other deeply? its called mutual love... according to her....

Thursday, May 15, 2003

ok... so tt's a gal.. dun worry doranne.. i take no offence in calling me childish and stupid!! i mean... ppl are always interested in scandals... s.. u will still be on the list... don't worry? haha.. :P
study study and study.. got lit test and econs test tomolo...sian.. econs shud be ok... but.... lit... a lil paranoid ya... dunno y... later study harder...
gwen...u r ALWAYS horny lor... the horns are on ur head 24/7... nth else is in ur mind except sex.. watsup...
lisany... so her name's spelt like this... now i noe... she's kinda cute... haha.. tt's wat chris said.. oops... let out a secret!! haha.. anyway.. on the outing for sat rite... angela goin!!! yeah!! i'm so happy... hehe... shuming shud be bringing meiyan along and karsten will be bringing his gf along... chris... erm... mayb u cud bring lisany along? i help u ask if u scared? dun forget the 3 gentlemen... we have to go shopping first... i go pick up angela first.. then we go shopping or wat lar.. ok? haha... yuppp... i goin play games ler... buaiz...

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

second posting for today...P.Wee: hello..found ur add...eh bored...enjoyed that day at town..take care ya and i will try to be better at getting info haha have fun miss u... wah... doranne.. so tt's ur bf... thot so too when i went thru ur fone...

another day just gone past like this... nothing interesting... wait!!! There R interesTIng SCANDALS!! *lights up*!! haha..

think chris's scandal girl's name is lisanny... well.. lets make fun of her anymore? she's kinda angry... now now... u ppl muz be waiting to hear the scandal.... ITS ON JOEL!!!

u noe there is the canvassing for the councillors today.. so there was nominee 23 whose name is eileen... then when she came over... i jus said to her.. "erm.. hi... the guy next to me wants your number... his name is joel...." she just looked at him and jus frowned and walked away... wahahaha... then i went on to use his name on julia and stacy(aquila cheerleading ppl)... mwahahaha... i have jus made him into a flirt monster... whos next... i find tt i have more courage to approach girls nowadays... dunno y... hee....

anyway... back to chris's scandal... she always looks over.. even shu ming thinks so too...there r only 3 guys in our row? chris, shuming and me... well... shuming says it defintely not be him bcos she noes he is attached... same og... then left me and chris... well..she doesn't know me... but she talked to me yesterday when i went fr one of the toilet outings during chi... dun think she's lookin at me.. i not very handsome nor cute.. next... chris... she noes chris and... so the possibility is him... but she's kinda angry todae... tink she's knows tt we scandalizing her... lets not disturb her anymore k...

for econs lecture todae... the 3 gentlemen of 1a1 got famous bcos wan ling got called... i tink we can call ourselves the 3 musketeers.. haha... gwen was not horny today... amazing... haha...

tink we shud stop making fun of her... she looks really frail nowadays.. rachael too... hope they can be ok? hope god bless them... dun like to see my classmates to be sickly.. i tried my best to humour them already..sorry guys... have to study for econs and lit test.. and muz sign the sars declaration form... rememeber scandalers... haha....
miss ya ppl..

Tuesday, May 13, 2003

haix... todae... so tiring.. got pe.... then did some stupid game "catch me if u can"... the game was a test of endurance man.. shucks... can't believe i actually lived thru it.. so tiring...
then after pe.. chris, shuming and i went to bathe together? so fun.. jus lik the good old sec sch days... but this time got covers... we took showers in e open back in sec sch... well... nows different.. we haven been thru shit together... back then, we were in shit together.. so naturally.. stronger bonds? haha... well... after showering.. we were sppsed to smell nice and fell clean.. but the damn toilet was like so humid? all 3 of us were sweating like nobody's business... jus after a SHOWER!!! sian.....
wait... there's a new SCANDAL on chris... some gal likes him.. oops... cannnot confirm yet... but confirming tomolo.. its a gal from sze jia's class..woohoo... haha...
well... nth much today... jus a norm day... but had photo\taking session? then my classmates all cuckoos.. cannot smile naturally.. looks like they din practise in front of the mirror b4... hehe.. got to do hw ler... tok to ya tomolo...

You know you're everything to me
And I could never see
The few of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do
I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you
And I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicated my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you
And I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

This song is especially to my fellow classmates, friends and my *ahem*,
There is so much that i want to say to you people, to tell you all how much i treasure you all, oh well, this song kind of gives you a rough idea of what i want to say, or so i hope.

When the visions around you,
fades off slowly...gives you heartaches...
and you look around you,
who do u hope to see??

Do you see the one...
standing anywhere near?
Or do u even see the shadows?
lingering from the past.

nice? self written.. as all the others are... but no where no put.. so put here lorx.. haha... todae was a sucky day man.. so much work to do.. then no hp for next two days... sian!! tok to ya tomolo.. gtg to slp le... miss u wifey...

it's this time of the year
you feel that sea of emotions.
or maybe it is just two
discouragement - disappointments

emptiness and loneliness
you are fighting your battle alone
regrets and bitterness
retrieve back those actions---
words

I Do CARE
I seem nonchalent...insensitive...
you think i do not care!
But do you know deep within me...
how much i care for you?

You question your place in my heart...
but do you know how important...
you really are to me?
and how i try hard to get to you!

Do you know how i always wonder...
when you would know how i feel...
How can i make you realise...
how much i care for you!

Sunday, May 11, 2003

ok guys... now... this is my blog.. how fun... haha... lnl...(like not lame)... actually i dun like to write abt my personal stuff... but i tink i need an area for release? haha... ok... todae i went to do pw... its was so lame?? doranne got lost near sr?! and she cudn't find the main road? and all she cud say was.. "onli can se a mama shop and all saints home and i'm at poh huat road..." that was all... in the end... karsten and i had to go look for her... haiz.. she still buay pai seh... haha... back to e pw... we din do much todae.. din quite hav the mood... kinda not constructive? so decided not to cont... then we watched banned commercials and stuff... u noe wat's so bad todae? they said i looked like an ah beng..omg.. tt's so unbelieveable.. haha... tt's like my norm dressing?!

one more thing... karsten's younger sis is like so old.. at first i thot was his older sis.. but it appeared tt she was onli sec 2? haha.. and his mum is a real good cook? phwoar!! bread and duno wat... anyway... tok to ya tomolo...

sweet misery