sweet misery

Even If it is for a day, it can be forever.


yes. forever.

posted by gary @ 9:22 PM

argh! my legs are tanned! but its got the marks of the sandals on it. damn ugly. but my face got a nice tinge of red. haha.. thanks to dragon boating and God's grace that we have SUN SHINE today!! and. i hate TPJC sea sports club. farkers.


anyway... odac is so fun when you don't need to plan. like today. oh well...

quote: " Don't find love, let love find you. That's why its called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall."

posted by gary @ 4:36 PM

So many bloody things to do. can't believe it. First Orientation Proposal isn't moving. The Road Race Notice Board isn't moving too. darn. i must get things moving. i must not procrastinate any further. its time to get my ass off the chair and start doing work.


and of cos. update of scandals.

Scandal 1: Gwen and Karsten

At around 430pm today, both criminals were in the study area sitting together. Conversation ensued and of course karsten as usual got touchy with GIRLS. And so, Karsten was rubbing Gwen's knees at first, then slowly proceeded up the thighs of gwen and squeezed it hard. note that his hands were on the insides of her thighs and quite far up. of cos. i needn't elaborate. she got a little too horny and both went out of the study area and came back 20 mins later with dishevelled hair and clothes. god. deliver us!

posted by gary @ 6:53 PM

poor chris. come to think of it. we should be supportive of our own brother. yes.


we cannot bear to let u go again.

below are some lyrics of a song that shu introduced. its so nice.


Butterfly Kisses

There's two things I know for sure.
She was sent here from heaven, and she’s daddy’s little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night,
She talks to Jesus, and I close my eyes.
And I thank God for all the joy in my life, But most of all...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.
"Walk beside the pony daddy, it’s my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, daddy, but I sure tried."
Oh, with all that I’ve done wrong, I must have done something right.
To deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet sixteen today.
She’s looking like her momma a little more every day.
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls.
Trying her wings in a great big world. But I remember...

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you daddy, but if you don’t mind,
I’m only going to kiss you on cheek this time."
With all that I’ve done wrong, I must have done something right.
To deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precise time.
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly, spread your wings and fly.

She’ll change her name today.
She’ll make a promise, and I’ll give her away.
Standing in the bride room just staring at her.
She asked me what I’m thinking, and I said, "I’m not sure,
I just feel like I’m losing my baby girl."
Then she leaned over... and gave me...

Butterfly kisses, with her mama there.
Stickin’ little white flowers all up in her hair.
"Walk me down the aisle daddy, it’s just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty daddy?" "Daddy don’t cry."
With all that I’ve done wrong, I must have done something right.
To deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses.
I couldn’t ask God for more, man, this is what love is.
I know I’ve gotta let her go, but I’ll always remember.
Every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses...

posted by gary @ 9:30 PM

can't believe i got betrayed by my own brother.


yes. by him.

posted by gary @ 10:41 PM

just read someone's blog and i was so shocked.


yes. very shocked.


well..anyway.. tomorrow school'd starting. its gonna be hectic from now on.

posted by gary @ 4:10 PM

well.. julia is far too thin... hmmm

posted by gary @ 6:27 PM

DAY 1 Of Chinese New Year:
Collected amount: confidential.

i gave my mum $200 out of my angpow money... thats around half.. but less than half lar.. tmr will have more.. hmm... muz save up for a rainy day..

posted by gary @ 12:02 AM

Chinese New Year's coming!!! CAN WEAR NEW CLOTHES!!


and... anyone wanna go out on the third day of new yr? 2a1? outing? or odac outing?

posted by gary @ 9:25 PM

i'm so farkin shagged that my arms ached when i wiped myself dry from a shower just now.

damn. i'm getting unfit.



and its only the first pe lesson.

posted by gary @ 9:23 PM

dragon boating was fun yesterday. odac split itself into 3 boats. had a mini com after we showed a minimum level of competency. of cos. my boat won. and our boat truimphed over mr. goh and de wei's boat. needless to say. we r good. haha... jokin lar...

posted by gary @ 8:20 PM

Nothing much to talk about.

posted by gary @ 9:47 PM

We now interrupt you to bring you a special News Bulletin.

At 0730 today, Mrs. Ting has confirmed with 042A01 that Cheryl will be quitting school. The saga of "Missing Cheryl" or (MC) pun intended, has ended officially. Interviewed were Shuming and Doranne.

"Shuming, what do you think of cheryl's decision?"
"Well, i'll miss her.. She's great as a classmate!"

"Doranne, what do you think?"
"Think of what? cheryl's leaving? You mean sh'e leaving us?"
(her usual bimbotic self, please pardon her bimbotism)


Further shocks rippled through the class during the fateful Literature paper. Guess where Michelle Wu sat? With 2A02. Yes, she's officially left us too. No overheard comments though due to the environment and the nervousness of the test-tees(pun intended).

Disturbing noises were heard during the whole literature exam and further investigation of the Ministry of Nuisances found out that the source was from Khadijah's legs. Video records show that between 0800 - 1000, Khadijah was opening and closing her legs as if they were doors to a entrance. i mean, there is an entrance there. oops.

Thank You for tuning in to Channel New Gossip. We now bring you back to the scheduled program, Sex And the City.

posted by gary @ 7:59 PM

yes of course. i'm back with your daily dose of scandals!

SCANDALS GALORE!

SCANDAL 1:

CAST: Shuming and Diana
Rendevous: Study Area

Eyewitness Account: The two criminals met in the study area and at that moment, sparks flew and there was a total meltdown in the study area. THe lightings went off, the air con went off. And "i'm a slave" by Britney Spears was playing thru Shuming's discman. With hip rocking music playing, the rest of the episode has to be censored.
Steamy scenes carried on in the study area.

P.S Steamy because the air - con was off. DOLT! What were you thinking of?

posted by gary @ 5:47 PM

In response to both parties involved, the scandal has been duly removed. A public apology is therefore issued right here to express my greatest apologies in the reporting of the scandal. Any factual error is deeply regretted.

A note from the editor: whatever has been published in this site is all for entertainment purposes only. NO TRUE EVENTs are being reported. Any coincidence to any character dead or alive is really coincidental. i mean. apprarently so.

P.S: Don't worry readers, you will have more scandals to read in the future! stay tuned!

posted by gary @ 9:58 PM

HELLOOOOOO!

Version 1.0 of GARY YEO is BACK!


OH yes. i'm back with more juicy scandals! with more heartbreaking news for some and yet some packED with so much explosive power that it is like a powerful orgasm! oh yes. sexual details may NOT be omitted!



SCANDAL 1:

chris and numerous JC1s

According to Unspecified sources, it is alleged that numerous freshmen have a crush on our very own gay suggests. Though his sexuality is somewhat debatable due to his numerous sex change operations, guys and gals alike have fallen for the flower boy. It seems that they are attracted to him because the other OGLs couldn't make it. Oh well. WE're talking about SRJC.


SCANDAL 2:Me and an unspecified gal.
An unnamed OGL was playing some games with some freshmen and well, she had to do a forfeit. She had to hug me and
a photo was taken. come to think of it... did they delete the photo?

SCANDAL 3:
edward and shanice!

that... i needn't elaborate. let the christmas prezzie that edward gave to her speak for itself.


well, that's all for today. Thank you for tuning in to Channel Scandalous, Gossip at 6. see you soon!

posted by gary @ 6:15 PM

haha.. at least amy said my hair looks nice. haha...

i'm having another outbreak! always have it when there are exams or tests. signs of stress.

posted by gary @ 6:26 PM

went for a haircut. and i look neater now.

posted by gary @ 2:32 PM

hmmm... studying hard for the common tests. came back home late yesterday nite though..


Sometimes, when life doesn;t seem so worthwhile anymore, it is not. Not worthwhile to end it anyway.

posted by gary @ 3:28 PM

I was so shocked by the sms sent by shuming that i was shocked for the whole day.

I switched on my phone at 0545 after my shower and in came a message

"xuanyu quit odac"

i just stood there and thought. Is that a joke? I hoped and prayed that it was. But. It wasn't.

Call me sentimental, call me gay. I do not care. I just wanted to cry.


yes. cry.

Shu was in a bad mood and so was i. so, we had a face off. yes. all because of someone who we thought would never quit odac. and yet, he did.


We met each other today while i was going home. He didn't dare to look at me. He just walked past me. So, after he quits odac, he's not my friend any longer? or does he feel "ta dui bui qi odac"? afterall, he has already made it clear, he puts NPCC in front of odac. and therefore, odac has to go.

He was the entertainer of odac. He would bring you up from your downs. He would cheer you up. He would do everything funny. He would have the funniest jokes. and now, he's gone. Odac. is gonna get much quieter. so quieter. and i hate silence.

If you find me insulting you or talking alot, i'm sorry. i'm just in one of my bad moods.

posted by gary @ 6:10 PM

no time to come online already, and finally, i'm feeling busy.


yes. i am busy.

posted by gary @ 7:08 PM

Have so many things to do. must learn to have discipline. only 15mins allowed online. nothing more. have to studddddddyyyyyyy for my common tests. yes. i must study. yes. i must study. yes. i must study. yes. i must study. yes. i must study. yes. i must study. yes. i must study. oh no. study??

posted by gary @ 10:21 PM

Things that are lost are meant to be found.

However, sometimes, things are lost for a reason.

posted by gary @ 9:45 PM

nothing to blog.. jus went to chinatown and town... hmm...
tell me. so boring.

posted by gary @ 6:54 PM

wanted to blog this after school.. but odac ended at 2130 yesterday. reached home at 2230 and plonked.

The start of school. For the Primary One kids, it is a journey where they learn that school sucks. For Secondary 1 kids, it will be a day of awakening. For Secondary 4 kids, they think nothing is more precious than their secondary school days. For us, the start is the start of an ending.

For so long, we went through education where we need not think for our future, for our tomorrow. Everything was planned for us. There was only one road ahead. An everyone went down that street. As i finally had an epiphany, that road has ended. Ahead is a road of endless possibilities, a road of hard work. It is after this year, that we have to think for ourselves. The guys go to NS, study and work. Get married, have kids. The ladies do without the NS.
Its really the end of our childhood. No more. I din want to let go. i don't want to grow up.

And suddenly, i felt lost.

Childhood. We remember ur fairy tales. We remember the matrix. What if i told you that we all have been living in a world of lies and deceit that even the fairy tales we read when we were young were not the actual folk tales we were meant to read. So much for innocence. So much for adulthood.

and of cos, if i could choose, i wouldn't want to grow up.

and i finally understood why my elders always tell me " studying is always better than working'

posted by gary @ 8:47 AM

went countdown as planned. the fireworks was so stunning. so many people were watching it at the esplanade area. the merlion side. so stunning. and the only thought then was... "its so nice". everything seemed unnecessary. of cos. the later afterthought that 2004 has arrived certainly sucked. 'A's, NS...

saw quite a few people around town and such.

the indonesians are going back tmr... they are such fun company ya.. not really talk.. but its fun to listen to stories from them... i'm gonna miss them.

happy new year!

posted by gary @ 11:04 AM